people will come so far, grow, cultivate, change, only to be thrown back into old habits, wrong paths of the past in seconds. through one decision, that took me no more than 3 seconds to make, i spent the past 4 and a half months at a place blatantly and inherently wrong for me. the mere seconds that turned into the worst decision of my life, and i still have yet to come to terms with or accept my reasoning behind my decision.
why are we drawn to things that are bad for us, that will only destroy us?
